~my world of fantasy~

i havent updated my blog for a lil while..i have the feelings that my blog is getting dull n boring as ever..  geeez..uyeah..i dont often stalk here since i have found another stalking place which is apparently much more interesting n awesome..hahah..*betrayal*

i want to make this short n fast..my mind is now at its unconcious state..cannot compute anything..n heh?it doesnt working..perhaps i’m too bz..lol..last week,i got my laptop reformatted..hate it! i love my laptop the way it used to be..*sobbing* nevertheless,i have no other choice since my laptop has been attacked n bashed tremendously by a non-invited foreign particle..*kicks* since then,my laptop was damn slow n apart from that,my internet got affected as well..virus! stay away from my laptop..-u r not invited-..

with a heavy heart, i sent my laptop to my uncle.little did i know that actually reformatting a laptop is time-comsuming..note that i’m a dummy in computer world..geezz..after 3 hours without my laptop’s presence,suddenly my uncle called me to hand me my lappy n i was asked to take it at his office..after a few steps {his office is just a second away from my home},i reached at his office and the time was nearly 7pm..he said that he got a meeting and he didnt got the chance to install audio driver into my lappie..since my drivers were all vista-compatible n i meanly used xp as my os,my uncle had kindly downloaded all the driver from the internet..damn..imagining my lappy with no sound..i’m literally in a state of deafness!! i might consider this as a sign to not to overwork my lappy watching all my crappy vids..gomenei lappy..aishiteru-yo!yeah,those vids kept me pre-occupied n obviously oblivious..hence,no more hsj for now {sobbing} ;(

exam mode strikes me again…deppression is something that cannot be avoided though i’m a person who is no good at expressing my bad emotions..most likely,people see me as a lively  n cheerful person *ahaks* but then,deep inside nobody knows what is goin on…*monologue*

n just now,abruptly i received a good news regarding the postponment of my bioprocess mid-term..huh? good news is it..then something came about to actually spoil the happy mode..2000 words of draft needs to be submitted after my eap mid-term..owh man! 2000 words…what am i going to write with those 2000 wordies..all i can do is to include all the crappy things in it..here comes my craziness!

for some reasons,next week is goin to be total DISASTER..man! 2 midterms have already been confirmed..plus a quiz n my term paper! damn..i’m dead already..my soul is unexpectedly blowned away from my body! haha..presumably,with my lengthy to-do list,i’m critically in a dire need for some changes!! change my attitude is something which I always aim for..maybe this ramadhan is apparently the best turning point for me to transform myself into a better person..

blah..blah..blah..babbling as always..hopefully my exhaustions do not deter myself to continue on living! ganbatte-neh..sore-dewa,jaaa~