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October 15, 2008 · Filed under ~babbling~, ~best in me~ · Tagged , , , ,

tadaima..

okaeri..

lt has been 1000 years since my last update..truly, l have abandoned and neglected my wordpress.. hontouni gomenasai.. *bows and kneels* .. really, my new stalking place keeps me pre-occupied and oblivious.. l’m am so missing to write in here.. l have a lot to rant about.. it’s just my fingers are too lazy to type..heheh..pointless..

some shocking things strike me again..

gosh, my bioprocess is postponed again..hell yah (l’m swearing)..lt’s already the time to prepare for final yet my mid-term has not even finished..l’m sorta super-uberly overwhelmed..this morning, l went to UIA to do some discussions for lab report and l got obscure messages and rumors regarding the bioprocess’s postponement. then, l’m so confident that the exam will still run tomorrow after seeing the notice at department. then, l decided to review all lectures this afternoon but somehow l slept. l got another message confirming the midterm date. lt is next week. tuesday. l lol at myself. lucky that, l dozed off this afternoon. this is really a sign for me to score this paper..no excuses.. *despise exams* –> die!

really, l obscenely wanna throw up already..man, l accidentally came across something just now..so effing disgusting, obscene, and revolting..yucks!..save me from this craziness..*phobia*…waa..cannot throw it away out of my mind..

well..dd has deleted her wordpress..nande?? wonder if she deletes her friendster as well.. l’m planning to do so..hurm, let me think twice first…

lol..my to-do list is always increasing..

l seriously need to bake some cookies..(cookies are slowly diminishing,eaten by those denises the menaces)

oops..eid open house..lemme think of it…which date is the most suitable one..?

yatta, l watched scrap teacher LIVE..can’t wait for the second episode..what will happen next..? and HSJ’s new single..it’s fantabulous..love it to bits..

l want to babble and rant more..my mind has already malfunctioned, l guess..smack my head – so that the neurons will effectively transfer their signals..l’m getting old..l’m totally a granny..

gomenasai for the usage of smuts, obscene, cursive words..l really need to cool down..yah, my brain has stop working!!

off to finish my report now..till then..see ya~

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randomness~

August 28, 2008 · Filed under ~Yuto-Kun~, ~babbling~, ~best in me~ · Tagged , , , , ,

huhu..now i’m alone at home..i dunt like the loneliness feel of it..note that i’m not a HERMIT!!yeah, my mother is away for her meeting in Kedah n she’s bringing along my cuddly lil bro as well as my sleeping partner..besides,my father is now working plus those two ‘denise the menace’ are out for school leaving me the only visible living entity behind..

2 days back,before my mom departed to kedah,i was trying to hook up my lappy to the internet..but then,it failed to connect..i thought,it got something to do with my wireless system..so,i investigated the router..nay,no problem..next,i checked my lappy n modem..uhuh..they were perfectly operated!still,obviously no sign of internet..huhu..where r u internet?r u having a break now…please not!!tell u what,i have done everything to sort things out nevertheless it never succeeded..suddenly,something rings me a bell..oops,maybe it is due to the unpaid bill?instantly, i asked my mom n she said,yeah it was..gosh..it cracked me up! umi: owh, i never have a time to pay..i’m too busy..I’ll pay soon i get home,ok? me: cannot-laa..later,i’ll fell into a state of acute boredoms.. umi: ok-la,u go ahead n pay by yourself..i’ll give the money.. i was like yatta!

i went to the tmnet at 9 oclock n i needed to withdraw the money first bcause my mom only gave me her atm..when i arrived there the atm room was not yet opened ..weirdly, the bank was already operated..i already have the gut feeling saying that this wasn’t right..bunch of peoples were waiting outside the atm complaining about the unsystematic management of the bank..can u imagine..i have to wait for almost 45 mins before the atms were available..it was obscenely annoying! soon it opened,i withdrawn the money and stepped out from the atm room immediately..i cannot tolerate this anymore..it was such a NIGHTMARE….yes,somehow i managed to cool down n got into the normal state…the payment of the bill went well n i asked the tmnet person to restore my internet connection..huhu..miraculously,when i reached home..the internet was perfectly connected..yosh..i’m relieved~

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finally.my lappy has its new desktop background..huhu…n yeah it was my own masterpiece *BRAGS*…i am really satisfied with this one because it looks superbly appealing on my lappy {exaggerate#}

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{improvin’ my english}

August 14, 2008 · Filed under ~babbling~, ~best in me~ · Tagged , ,

this is kinda embarassing…i can say that i’m already at one-third of my life span {estimated 60}..yet my english is still not improving {bad..bad!}生氣…yeah..i do admit that..it is actually my faults since i have never wanted to put on some efforts to improve my english skills..neither in reading nor writing..n the worst part will be in communication… :( I am always giving litany of excuses of why i cannot ever be good in english )…打盹sometimes,i wondered on how I managed to achieve level 5 in my English Placement Test {the highest would be Level 6} during my matriculation time..come to think of it, I really dont deserve it at all..my english is getting worst than ever..being in an international university,supposedly it is the greatest opportunity to improve my english..yeah,we use english as our medium of communication and all lectures are conveyed in English..but still I do not utilize it to the fullest..such a BIG waste..somehow,it relates to my attitudes towards english…If I really want to excel in English, I have to do whatever it takes to use english as much as I can…

Both my parents can communicate well in English especially my mom but whenever everyone gets home, we will start using our mother’s tongue which is Malay to communicate..Surely, we are much comfortable conversing in Malay..There is time when my dad claims that we have to cultivate the English environment in our household..n it works since everybody starts using english..嘲笑nonetheless it only lasts for 2 days :(

this semester, i’m taking English for Academic Purposes as one of my core courses..This is totally different with the one i took in matric since it relates to my subject matter..I have to discuss an issue pertaining my field of study {anything relates to science}..This is going to be much more challenging since u know, I have to include all the scientific terms and besides I have to write a 10-pages working paper {estimated 2500 words}..now I’m lacking of ideas..i keep thinking about it again n again & i can say that i’m a lil bit worried now…how i’m supposed to write a lengthy essay of 2500 words…even if i were to write a one page essay,it is going to take the whole day..how long it takes to complete this working paper? maybe 3 months?? perhaps…

sometimes, i do envy my friends who can write so well in english…they are so good to the extent that we can see the story flows nicely & perfectly..plus the words used are accurate & definite..when i’m going to reach that level?it leaves a big question mark there…

問題

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Protected: am I a pedo?

August 10, 2008 · Filed under ~babbling~, ~best in me~ · Tagged ,

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:: new blog ::

August 4, 2008 · Filed under ~best in me~, ~family n fwens~ · Tagged

hye guys..
嗨
now we {me n my friends} are currently workin on our brand new blog..

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yoroshiku~

xoxo : aisyateru ~
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sUperNatUrAL + gHosT whiSpeReR + sUpEr JuNioR

August 1, 2008 · Filed under ~babbling~, ~best in me~ · Tagged , ,

It has been quite some time [only 4 days ;) ] I didnt have the chance to write something in my blog..

yaa..I can say this week is such a miserable one because of my full schedule and unorganized classes and lectures..note that I hav already made my weekly schedule—-> but it is so CHALLENGING!

It is soo tiring and exhausting… despite my busy schedule, I still managed to spend my time to watch supernatural season 3 and some muvies that I have accidentally * stolen * from mahfuza…with her permission lol..

I borrowed her external hard disk and guess what its 160 gb..wow! thats BIG!..so I bet there will be so many interesting stuffs in the external…so i copied couple of series and muvies from the external into my laptop…ahah…now my D is only 10 GB free…gheee…..

Ok..I can say that i am totally out-dated..Now only I realized that supernatural is going to premiere its season 4 soon..n I am left behind watching the season 3 episodes…huh?whatever it is..life must go ON…{???}..So I watched the season 3 with excitement and anticipation…!!As usual..u know what to expect from supernatural..so scary that it leads to screams…I used my headphone while watching the episode bcoz I want to listen to the words clearly so that I can understand what’s goin on…not only words but I can hear all the terrifying sounds clearly..*goose BUMPS*..

Apart from its supernatural elements, I love the series bcoz I am so amazed with the strong bond between the 2 brothers…Yup..dean is willing to sacrifice for his lil Sammie…so sweet~..but Sam cannot accept the fate that his brother going to die soon and try to sort things out with the crossroad demons.. N i hav to say that I prefer Sam the most because he is such a loyal,brilliant, and rational brother..even though Dean is physically more appealing..I do admit that! I hav finished wathing three episodes n the plots getting interesting and complicated as ever..that means i got 13 more episodes to go..going to finish all 13 soon…..*ganbatte-neh*

GHOST WHISPERER : Yupz..the season 3 is now making its debut on 8tv..every tuesday at 10.30 pm..1 thing—> why it has to be tuesday again..I am full on that day n when i got home at night I’m already exhausted..whatever it is..I will try to resist my self from sleeping..*full stop*..but i have never succeeded…i waited for the first episode with anticipation..at first I thought that it will start at 9.30 but it turned out to be another series..so i guessed it is 10.30 pm…Yupz..I can feel that my bed kept inviting me to sleep but I whispered at my ownself -Please Hold ON-..Soon when the first episode starts, I watched it attentively without even blinking my eyes {extremely exaggerated}…during the commercial breaks..i failed to hold my sleepiness anymore and i drifted off on my cozy bed..when I opened my eyes later, i found out that it has came to the end..but still i can grasp what is the episode all about..

SUPER JUNIOR has arrived in Genting… Yesterday.. I’m not happy..Why? Because Kibum is not here..I thought everybody is coming except for that peculiar HEECHUL..at least thats what I hav heard from Kak RuZ..hankyung is not presented as well because of the olympic stuffs..gosh..my 2 faves in suju are not here in malaysia..~dissapointed~

Yesterday when I met Kak Hajar n Kak Ruz, they r so anticipated with the SJ visit to malaysia..and they want to be presented at KLIA to give a warmth welcome to SJ..hahah..I’m not sure whether they manage to make it or not…hurm…let see later..Anyway I hope SJ will win the Nomination as Korean Best Artist and i’m looking 4ward to their perf..even w/out hankyung n kibum :(

For those who wanna check out SJ arrival to malaysia, this is the link —–>

EverLastingFriends

Enough for babbling…till then..sayonara….

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{my weekLY schedule}

July 28, 2008 · Filed under ~best in me~ · Tagged , , ,

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Sometimes people said better to have plans than never…

Actually this is the first step for me to be an * organized * person..

;)

I hope I will obediently follow this schedule..

Ganbatte 4 me!!!

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Wut da hell??

July 26, 2008 · Filed under ~best in me~ · Tagged , ,

owh ok..the title is a lil bit &#*&7%^%^&( ….

right now, i’m so confused and pissed off…but still can remain cool and calm..ghee…… ;)

now i want to lament about something which happened recently to me [just now~]..

n please bear in mind that this story is based on true story which is from my own experience and not adapted from anywhere..ok..

btw the story is not that interesting but still i want to write it here…

ok…now i’m enough for the intro part..

actually tonite i hav bioprocess class at 8pm..so i departed from home at 7.35pm after maghrib prayer..

i decided to go early because i wanna drop by at the digi shop to top-up my hotlink since my account is already xpired and i want to confirm tonight’s class through sms…

then, at the shop, it is usual to write down your phone number and the owner will enter the topup from his phone..then u’ll get some sort of message saying that u hav successfully been top-uped with the credits that u paid before..they didnt used the card system anymore to save budget [my own guess...]. And I also want it to be credited automatically into my account since I will save my time and energy to scratch the card and key in the 14-digits number in the middle of the night [excuses ;p]

after waiting for a while, i finally got the message and my account is already top-uped…then i used it to msg my dear friend to confirm about the class…n she said the class is available tonite..

so I juz continue driving to UIA until i got this call from an anonymous person..the phone number is also unfamiliar to me..I answered the phone call and the caller asked me who am I?I juz hanged up the phone because i think maybe it is juz wrong number…then the same person sent me a message saying that he’s sorry…he juz dialed the wrong number..I was like..owh OK..

when i arrived at class..i received calls from him again..but this time..he called and he hanged up without saying a word..and i’m thinking that maybe this is a prank call or the person is just playing around..at the third time..i answered the call again..n the same male voice is on the line..he asked me loads of questions..like..who is this…where r u now..can i get to noe u more..

I was like..please..i’m not gonna entertain this unknown fella..and i said that u hav got the wrong person.. if u want to get to know somebody,please fine another person..so i hanged up the phone call..few minutes later..he messaged me saying that he got my number from the digi shop and he has already candid-ed my photo…n he can use my photo for dirty purposes like spreading it to internet or what..

i replied to his message “are u threatening me now?”…he said that do as u like..but u hav to think carefully..what the hell is this?

during the class..he sent another message claiming that he will spread my number to other guys saying that i’m a bad girl…so i juz ignored his message and when i went home, I told this to my parents..My dad asked me to report to the police..because he said that this person has bad intentions and surely he is a bad guy..i doubted about the police report somehow…

after that,my mom called her friend which has gone through the same thing and she is a pious person to seek for advices..she told me that i should not lodged any police report, be patient and pray to Allah..she said that police is nobody compared to Allah..Only Him can help me and He is the absolute Guardian…She advised me to pray and do solat hajat to protect myself from this bad fella..

I did pray to Him so that I will be protected against all persons with bad intentions but at the same time I know that He is always guarding n protecting me all the time..for real, I can feel my sorrow and worries all gone like they are blown away by the wind…

This experience made me realize that actually Allah loves me and He wants me to always put trust in Him, seek help from Him..He tests me because He wants to bring me closer to Him…Frankly speaking, i have forgotten Him often…and i feel guilty inside because I have abandoned my responsibility as His servant..Ya Allah,please forgive me…..

Another thing is I can say that this person is so desperate and he is such a pervert..Didn’t he has something else to do which is more beneficial…?I really cant understand why this type of people exist on this world…..May Allah give them hidayah..

Moral of the story :

  • Don’t be nervous and please remain calm if u face any problem…
  • Get advices from experienced people..
  • Pray to Allah so that He will ease your burden..
  • Please buy top-up card not simply gives your number to anybody..even though u will have to put on some effort to scratch the card and key in the 14-digits number [somehow it's annoying!]

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July 23, 2008 · Filed under ~best in me~ · Tagged

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Finally, I’m back after 2 days without internet.. Yay! I really cant believe how I managed to survive without internet [exaggerate].. I cant go online due to time constraints and exhaustions…btw, I hav loads to story and I think i’m gonna write as much as I can….

The first thing is about my youtube account. Finally, the moment I’ve been waiting for has arrived…Guess what..My account has been suspended…when I first checked out my email, I hav received a lot of youtube digests as well as messages pertaining the copyright controls of my uploaded videos..At that time, I already can guess what is happening and when i opened my youtube , there is a message saying that :

= Sorry, this account has been suspended =

This thing is really happening to me and before this I hav chatted with some friends in youtube about their account being suspended and I felt so sorry for them. But now, I have faced the same situation. I really cant explain what is really mingling in my mind, and the only thing that I can do was smiling.. And I felt like I wanted to laugh at my own self..Serve u right, Aisyah… I hav wasted lotsa efforts to upload the videos and now they are all gone in a blink of eyes. Nevertheless, I am grateful of what’s happening and I took it as a lesson for me so that I will stay focus to what my priority is.. Besides that, i told this sad story to my lil brother to gain his attention so that he will feel pity of whats happening to me, but the only thing that i received was his laughters.. He said that i should upload video of him doin his weird dance moves and he guarantees that it will gain popularity and millions of viewer ships. what the hell?

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About the second thing, juz now I’m back from east-coast-mall with my close friends and we went there to enjoy the delicate tastes of big apple donuts. That was the only reason of us being there.. But soon after we finished our donuts, we walked around the mall and we dropped by at some shops and ended up buying couple of things… I bought :

  • a white hair band from Miss T boutique – I really dunno whats the purpose of buying this since I already have 2 [wasting of money]
  • a weekly schedule – I should start being an organized person n what I like about it the most is its made in Korea [I really love Korea!]
  • some stationaries and test pad
  • sticky cute stuffs that u can paste them on yur laptop screens, mirrors and windows..

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Yesterday, I got my tissue culture lab and as usual, it scared the hell out of me… In this second experiment, we have to repeat what we have done in the first one except that the samples doesnt have to go for sterilization…SO, it will be a lot more faster than before..we worked in a group of two and since we only have four laminar flows, so everybody has to complete it as fast as u can to give way to other groups… Soon, we started to work, our supervisor demonstrated how to do it and gave us the sample of plant.. Guess what, the sample was so tiny to the extent it brought difficulties to me to cut the leaves into small pieces.. And our supervisor always walked around us and when he came to our place, he claimed that we shouldnt to this and he taught us the correct way..The thing is, I really cant work when somebody puts a lot of attention on me..besides, i can fell the pressure and tend to make mistakes.. When i wanted to cut the leaves with him being besides me, my hand was trembling and i cannot focus…but i kept myself calm and relaxed…that is one part of the story..

in the evening, we had our ungs class, and this one was damn boring..can u imagine almost 400 students from different courses all were stacked in one auditorium.. That was one thing,.. another one was dat I cannot grab the ideas from the lectures and cannot relate the lectures to the course itself.. everyones bored with the lectures and my friend had candid-ed us to show how boring the class was..hahah….

i think I hav wrote a lot and i want to stop here..so till then..bye~

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~the-must-have in my bag~

July 16, 2008 · Filed under ~best in me~ · Tagged ,

Girl..

is commonly associated with bags..

ryte?

everywhere they go, they will carry their bag..

n so do I..

bag is so important to the extent that if I left it behind..

my world is kinda finished { exaggerate ;) }

the size doesnt matter..

but i prefer a bigger one so that i can throw evrythin..

hahah..

so these are the-must-have in my bag..

the-must-have

~the-must-have~

yupzz…

fersure..

  • my handphone – its a must
  • car key – not mine lol..my mom’s but i’m waitin 4 mine to arrive
  • my creative zen mp4 player – apart from entertainment purpose, I used it to record lectures
  • my pencil case – i bought a bigger one so that i can put all my stationaries in it..
  • my migo 1gb pendrive – to keep all my powerpoint lectures..
  • note book – its so obvious, to jot down some infos n notes

My Gawd..I left my purse which I alwayz carry a small one with my IC, license, n matric card..

n of course money..

as No Money, No Talk :)

Another thin’, i’m not the same as other girls..

since u cant find any of make-ups or compact powder in my bag..

bcoz i dont wear make-up n i’m such a simple girl..

i think i dont need it at all..

but now i’m thinkin’ of adding up tissues into my bag..

cause i’m sweating a lot due to the rushing to catch up my class ;)

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